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April 30, 2008

Moving with the Tide

   

     SO I was thinking about my brother, and how he recently sent me an article that spoke despairingly of the effects of anti-illegal-immigration policies in these Untied States. How businesses in nearby Riverside, NJ, that once did well and some even that thrived, are now struggling for air. Riverside enacted sweeping legislation against illegal immigrants, with the result that many of the Brazilians who had lived in the area, fled. My brother taught me a few lessons about North Koreans and Chinese as well - that their vast populations are overwhelmingly poor people just trying to get by - and are ignorant of the machinations of their governments. Or helpless. Mostly both. My brother also loves Australia.... he's spent more time Down Under these past 12 months pursuing business, than he has at home.

    But my brother knows nothing of the Aborigines. He seemed a tad annoyed that I even asked, as if finding out anything about them would entail going out of his way when he had so many other things he wanted to do. I can't think of a single time I've ever seen him hanging out with anyone of a darker hue then us. Never saw him in domestic photos like this, either. And though he also spends a lot of time in China and South Korea pursuing business, he doesn't have even a rudimentary understanding of their languages. He's also one of only two people in my entire life who's called me "racist."

    And this makes me think more generally of Americans. Like how everywhere we turn these days, we are overwhelmed with exhortations to "go green." Go-Green Internet span is served southern-fried on the skillet; Go-Green highway billboards tower over us, covering us in shadow, threatening to whack us if we disobey; Go-Green television ads blare the Go-Green exhortations of celebrity and government officials alike. We can almost smell the sweet-n-sour Go-Green taxes just around the corner.

    And this, naturally, brings me back 'round again to my brother… What are their motivations? What are our motivations? Don’t get me wrong, this planet is in trouble and lots of poor, scared people all around the world, America included, and lots of scared middle-class people all around the world, America included, are in trouble. But why do we care? Why now?

   I mean, God bless Al Gore. God bless my bro for thinking about the poor guy down the stre.... I mean, a few miles away. But American guilt is easy to play upon, isn't it? American speech and thoughts and wallets are easily manipulated. And it's way easy for us to get a little paternalistic in our attitudes toward others.

    So I end this essay with a question (or two): How long will our concern for the problem of the moment last? Until the end of the moment?  

April 28, 2008

You, too?

I did what I did before love came to town.

 

 

April 23, 2008

Polling Places

So the Pennsylvania primary is over, and the results should come as no surprise. (The end results, that is. I had no idea Hillary would win by such a wide margin.) The spin camps are already at work, and the victory that Obama fought so hard to claim had been reduced to a small and insignificant blip to his national campaign.

But let’s look at the whole picture here, shall we? Obama lost the Keystone State because there’s at least one demographic of people he doesn’t understand: rural Americans. That he understands and ably sympathesizes with the global poor is unimpeachable. But here this connection is most keenly needed.

My immediate Philadelphia neighbors understand the thirst for the familiarity the Clintons bring, both in name brand and the fact that Hillary is really just one of the boys. Only with breasts. She’s a liar, a shameless manipulator, and is willing to do anything, say anything, and be anyone to get elected. And she appeals to all the people that Obama doesn’t.

This puts into stark relief the inescapable futility of a singular Executive Office. If the president can’t reasonably represent all the people – and he or she can’t – what’s the point? Somebody’s going to have to get screwed… a whole mess of somebodies actually. A friend of mine recently opined that flawed as his is, Obama still represent the face of America.

But he doesn’t. No one candidate does. Can Obama learn more, strive to be more? Yes, but only with a little humility. Filmmaker Michael Moore wrote that Obama the movement and Obama the man are two separate things – and Obama the movement is certainly worthy of election, of forging the way toward a new America.

I agree with him on this point (yes, I know he says Obama the man is, too). But more work must be done. Obama can’t just represent college-educated urbanites and suburbanites and claim to truly understand America. That will leave a whole lot of people out of the mix. And he can’t claim that this educated throng (you know, represented by all of you) really think that contributions from oil companies is a good thing or that Jimmy Carter having from all accounts a fruitful meeting with Hamas leaders in Ramallah is a bad thing. Obama is playing politics, getting better at it as he goes along. Sigh…. How refreshing it would be to see a politician who only told the truth, without spin.

Obama the movement is still my choice for presidency. But how long will it last? Can it last? Wouldn’t it be great to see a Obama/Gravel/McCain and yes, even Clinton (and Carter) team running the country? This would be the true system of checks and balances. In the meantime, we continue to settle for the leavings of the American Dream.

April 20, 2008

Just checking in....

.......because a good friend advisd me to keep writing.

Here's the thing:  I no longer feel comfortable or sure about the whole election. I'd like to see Mike Gravel or Ron Paul have a real shot at it, but they have their shortcomings too. Barack, I am starting to see, really isn't ready for this. There are whole demographics he's more than a little clueless about. Hillary is a liar and a thief. McCain would keep us mired in wars and preparations for wars for centuries, if he could.

Sigh................ 

April 18, 2008

Oh, Stop it!!!!!

No doubt the format of this at-times questionable "debate" was overstated, underthought and more than a little stained with raw-meat and festering bacteria. But in all honesty, Hillary took the gold ring on this go-round because she appeared the more electable, the more decisive.

Though I am by no means a Shillary fan, while Obama was protesting the nature of the debate, Hillary was running with it. Did she exploit the situation? Sure. That's a good thing to do at some times in some situations. That's what effective leadership does. It can also be a deplorable thing - and that's what effective power-mongering does.

That she did both yesterday - and many times throughout her career - is gospel truth.

But Obama on more than one occasion could have laid his critics low - as he did during his historic, silently stunning public treatise on race relations. He did not seize that occasion last night; instead he wasted words trying to defend earlier remarks. Something like this: "I understand how people might be offended by what I said because I really mangled it up, but I'm going to say it again right now anyway. Nyah nyah."

Look, Obama had a really easy go of it for a long time from the press and stages like this blogging platform. Hillary had to fight - and sometimes the blows were low, sometimes they really did rummage though her baggage. Now their roles have reversed. Fair's fair.

When she was being dragged thought the mud - and I was the guy who hog-tied her behind the horse - the complaints from the bloggers and other Obama-supporters were non-existent. They let it happen, and they were glad of it. Even though many of these same people voted for Bill and defended Hillary though thick and thin. All the way up 'til - oh, I don't know - say 18 months ago when this campaign started.

So now Obama gets knocked around by the same dunderheads who have ran this whole distorted political process since this particular spectacle began, and we cry foul? What?? It's alright for our guy and against their gal even though she used to be our gal back in the day, and she really hasn't changed one iota since then and then she really, really became our gal when she was done dirty by her guy, who used to our guy too but now he's just a dunderhead like all the rest, but we don't care how foolish and hypocritical that makes us look because damn it, we just want to see our guy in that White house down in Washington way.... So NO it is not alright against our guy, even though he's being vetted by the same frustrating process that she underwent for so many months and all we could do then was laugh at her.

Got that?

In other words, Obama shouldn't win and Obama shouldn't be praised just because he's Obama and she's Hillary. Each and every issue they have to contend with has profound meaning to a hell of a lot of voters. For example, that "bitterness, clinging to religion" commentary by him truly is significant to hordes of people, and our kvetching that it's insignificant garbage means we don't understand the rural heart either.

It means that we condescend. Our crying that this is trivial while that is substantial, and this attack on him was condescending and racist while that attack on her was sumptuous is the real problem with American politics: that it's all or nothing. Obama himself has said it a million times.

And yet we continue to embrace him while we cry "Obama or nothing!"

Maybe he's trying to teach us something without truly realizing what he's teaching himself. That self-sufficiency and independence of thought comes from truly being honest and brave enough to stand apart from the crowd. That's why so many of us love his message. But have you noticed how many of us are rushing to his defense willy-nilly no matter what he says or does because we have joined the crowd mentality??

What Obama really needs is the inner fortitude to man-up and admit he made mistakes, actually apologize for them, and seek advice from others on how to become a better person and more effective leader. And maybe as his true friends and supporters, we should tell him that.

I've said this before and I'll say it again: Hillary wants to lead the team and make decisions for them, while Obama wants to work with the team. He needs to start doing that now - and we need to be willing to help him. Not shout down Hillary and her camp, but actually help him to make this a better America.

Or we all just better shut the hell up.

April 17, 2008

From the City of the Brotherly Shove - THE GREAT DEBATE

First let me say how wonderful it is to actually be hanging my hat here in Philadelphia, so an ordinary bloke like me can actually get to watch the Democrat debate in the Constitution Center live and in person. My heart raced at all the well-known and “important” people in the audience, and returned to normalcy rate when I wasn’t afforded the opportunity to actually speak to any of them or get interviewed on camera. And I suppose autographing hunting from the two Most Holy Anointed Ones would have been good to show the grandkids someday, but my wife wouldn’t have been impressed. And neither would I. Obama made more than a few remarks about a grossly inordinate amount of attention being paid to unsubstantial and manufactured issues. I’d say autograph hounding each of the persons who may be someday be leading our nation is one of them.

Anyway – I’ve already heard several reactionary comments on the debate, both sides putting their spins on their boy’s or girl’s performance. (Sorry – should I have said “girl’s or boy’s?” Oh God : I must have a hidden agenda!!) I must say, I was surprised that the audience was so sedate. I’ve heard more chatter at public concertos – though the swarm on any given day at the Alamo would make these debate-spectator critters look like your average pub crowd.

Am I wasting your time talking about trivialities? Don’t you recognize a metaphor when you see one? Look, Obama made a huge mistake when he categorized and sectionalized a enormous slice of the American populace. I’m glad it was brought up as the first question. But didn’t the media hammer go beyond the boundaries of a reasonable arc when it dragged that and every other piece of garbage out there for almost half of the debate?

And when I say media I know there were only two men asking the questions, but let’s face it – they represent the whole. So let Obama answer the question about small-town bitterness. Move on. Somewhere along the line ask about Wright. (But maybe not right after the small-town bit.) Then move on. Let Clinton do her bit to talk about her involvement in Bosnia. Then move on. Yes, these were important questions about how the candidates view themselves and their presumed constituencies. But guys… 40 minutes of this prattle? The back-and-forth on the whole “Weather Underground” thing (didn’t they record “It’s Raining Men”? I love that song!) was…. Absolutely Nothing.

At least Hillary had the integrity to apologize for her remarks. Classy. Too many authority figures refuse to apologize for anything. Saying you’re sorry just makes you reachable, accessible. Obama did take ownership of his “mangled” remark, and that was good, but he didn’t apologize for it and instead tried to defend it, and that was bad, Why? Hillary was on the mark here: he is out of touch with a certain segment of the population. At least that’s my impression. Small-town folk have embraced religion and 2nd Amendment rights through good times and bad. So do a lot of urbanites. It’s got little, if anything, to do with politics. He had the chance here to really connect with rural Americans, and he squandered it.

I could feel his frustration at the constant attacks on his character during this interminable period of the debate. Now he knows how Hillary felt for lo, these many months. (Sorry – I just get a kick out of writing that phrase.)  He comported himself admirably; shoot, as little as three months ago during the same sort of exchange Hillary’s eyes would flare up like lava bubbles and she’d be breathing the requisite fire to boot. I know when it’s me in similar situations I’d be ready to deck somebody. So hats off to Obama, there.

But the fact of the matter is that Hillary won this one. And she won it at a crucial time. She won it in the first half of the debate because she was not only feeling the confidence of her popularity surge, she is now not the one on the defensive. And for a long time she was. She’s learned form that – we hope. Obama could have gained points by not tying to justify his positions, or revealed more about his character by saying why he has made the decisions he has made. (Like the flag pin: sure, trivial. Buy why? McGain’s gonna grill him on that, so don’t you think he should have an answer he can tell the public by now?) Irregardless, ABC was playing lowball here. I think ol’ Georgie and Charlie were trying to give him the chance to say “You know what? My bad. I’m sorry.” Pity Obama didn’t take the bait.

When the debate moved onto weightier topics (And I swore I heard this huge sigh of relief from the audience – this first outburst, to presage their jeering of Charlie Gibson later in the night), Hillary won again. Both candidates were happy to address the actual issues they were running on, but I know Hillary got a kick out of being able to stand back and watch the other guy get beat up for a change – and get to throw a few choice blows herself.

When she spoke of an “affirmative action” for every young person she took the lead in painting a picture of a unified America, something Barack stopped just short of. Still, it was refreshing to hear a black candidate speak of the “poor white child”. Sometimes, though, it’s not just the poor who are disadvantaged. It’s the middle-class folk, as well. Hillary’s response sounded more inclusive.

Troop withdrawal from Iraq? Sure. Both candidates are pretty much the same on that; there’s a slight variance on dates, but nothing big here. Iran? Well, Obama’s willing to try more options than Clinton. But neither one want to give an inch on that oaf running the Iranian country.  Similar strategies again.

Tax relief for the middle class hit a curious note. Why was everyone on the Kimmel-I-had-never-known-it-was-star-shaped-Floor talking about incomes of 250,000 or less? Show me all those people! ‘Cause I know they’re out there and I know a few personally, but they’re not representative of any America I know. Barack mentioned that 7% of Americans make less than 100 grand; I’ve read 15%. But either way, it’s certainly not the “middle” of anything.

Then Gibson goes on and on about the capital gains tax. Wait! The tax on market earnings? And how does that represent the middle class we talked about in the preceding paragraph? Although it was interesting how both candidates made ironclad pledges not to raise taxes below that hollowed “200,000 to 250,000” mark, then each immediately rescinded that pledge with their hemming and hawing over capital gains. Which tells me two things: (1) the tax situation in America is not and cannot be as simple as anyone, even self-professed beacons of integrity like Obama, make it out to be, and (2) …..er….oh, I forgot. It was going to a good point, though. Oh well.

Then guns. They both managed to play to both sides on this one. And made very rational explanations why. Which was very interesting, coming from Obama, because it’s the sort of thing he needed to say or at least allude to in during that interminable first half of the debate. They managed to straddle the fence with Israel, too – backing off from inflammatory comments that could have had unfair accusations of anti-Semitism hurled at them. But they didn’t embrace the country and the hardnosed policies of its government, either. Guess that’s proof positive that Obama has learned to play the game.

The real thing here that got to me is how what I had previously viewed as Obama’s greatest asset – his unwillingness to play the political game and his insistence on straight talk and, as he put it, “honest conversation” – played like a liability here. While he was busy talking about how much he wants to talk, Hillary was striking the familiar chords of all her years in the business – and I must admit she really came off as being able to handle any power-mad dictator or dire American crisis. She just sounded more forceful, more unwilling to compromise when perseverance is genuinely called for, and yes, more willing to fight for the entire team.

Of course, Barack’s strength is his willingness to fight with the team. Hillary do that? Not bloody likely. Before the debate, what had been my rock-hard faith in Barack was shaken by what I characterized in the initial paragraphs of my essay as insubstantial,  by his comments on rural Americans and his lack of comments on Reverend Wright.. By how that played into the flag pin and his wife’s former lack of pride in America. The media spent an obscene amount of time hammering away on these questions, given the time constraints of the whole evening. (A few minutes each on Iraq? Iran? Gun control? Superdelagates? 40 minutes on pins and bitterness and pastors? Please.)

I was hoping that Obama would deliver a knockout blow, a rousing invocation to the best in all of us by calling from deep within the best in himself. This was not to be. And thus I am still on the fence.

In the end, one of our loveable hosts called upon some guy who was watching the debate on TV at Independence Hall 650 feet away. Muttered the inanity that this guy had an “interesting vantage point.”

Maybe I’m just old-school, but the host’s use of the word “vantage point” could only have meant that he commanded a smashing view of the outline of the Constitution Center’s roof from Independence Hall’s 2nd story or tower windows. The guy at the Hall certainly didn’t have much to say from his “interesting vantage.” How is it the debate coverage ended on this note?

Though it was a fitting ending, really, since it demonstrates just how unaware all of us can be. How easily distracted we are in our quest for what we perceive as the upper hand. Myself, I’m aware I need some sleep. It’s been a grand evening of fluff and substance, but now it’s time for solely the fluff that dreams are made of. I shouldn’t have any trouble finding solace in my dreams tonight. I wonder how the candidates will fare with that?

Good night.

April 13, 2008

MY first Stilltheone entry

Welcome all - friends, supporters with no real money or desire to hire me - you know, the ones who will pat me on the shoulder when it all comes crumbling down - detractors, attractors, protractors (Mr. Wilkinson, my 9th grade Algebra teacher, you know I'm talking to you!), the pony-uppers, the pony express, the upper class and the stiff upper lips. This is my site, and this is my blog.

The point here is that nothing is to be expected. There are tons of sites out there, I suppose, about photography and videography and what is that thing I do called? Oh yeah, creative expression. Most conform to an identifiable industry (or public) standard. But what is creative expression if the creator doesn't, you know, express? And by express I mean Express Creatively? (Like the italics back there? - they come with the program.)

I am an individual. I haven't office space right now because I can't afford it. At the rate of exponentially climbing prices these days, plus all the apocalyptic signs of a coming recession, how can you blame me? Oh, I know I can hock myself into the next millennium to Put on A Brave, Successful, StoreFront. But that's not me. It's not realistic. And it's not me because it's not realistic. I've a wife. A son. And loads and loads of talent. I've been doing these things for 22 years now. I'm good, awfully good. I just never had taken the time to try to develop a business and actually get paid for it before.

Don't get me wrong - plenty of people... former employees, mostly... took advantage of my talents to design, produce, create and distribute for them. When you work in law, teaching and family services, there's always a way to attach the creative eye to what needs expression. And I took advantage of my former employers to let me hone my craft.

The long story short is, You'd be hard-pressed to find someone as creative as I. You're sure to find people with top-of-the-line, crazily expensive equipment (mine is all professional, mind you) but ask: do they have the eye and vision I do?

Look, I've already jabbered on enough.  Just know this for now - I've a lot to say and even more manners in which to say it. Creative expression, right? Nothing is off limits here: Politics. Culture. Fun. Nothing is out-of-bounds. Read. Contribute. That's my hope - to get more people expressing themselves, just as long as its done intelligently, logically, and with dignity. Oh - and without profanity. This is a family site.

And one of these days soon I'll tell you exactly what profanity is. Doggone, that's a blog or two in itself. Until then,

Be well but never Be Still,

 

Mark 

 

 

 


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